In a candid and revealing interview with British broadcaster Louis Theroux, Australian tennis star Nick Kyrgios has opened up about his tumultuous journey, battling injuries, mental health struggles, and even conspiracy theories. The 29-year-old, who has been absent from the ATP Tour for over a year, is determined to make a comeback, but on his own terms.

A Prodigy's Struggle for Redemption

Injuries and the Toll on Mental Health

Kyrgios has been plagued by a series of injuries, including to his knee and wrist, which have derailed his promising career. The former world number 13 and Wimbledon finalist has been forced to confront the physical and mental toll of his struggles, admitting that he has worked "10 times harder than the majority of people" to achieve what he has in the sport. Despite his talent, Kyrgios has been candid about the "dark time" he faced, where he was "drinking and spiraling out of control" while continuing to play and travel. The pressure and expectations placed on him have taken a significant toll, leading to episodes of self-harm and depression.

Seeking a Graceful Retirement

Kyrgios has looked to his long-term rivals, Rafael Nadal and Andy Murray, as examples of how not to prolong their careers. He believes that Murray, who retired after the 2024 Paris Olympics, has "achieved everything" and deserves to "go out a little bit more gracefully" than he has. Kyrgios is determined not to "crawl to the finish line" like Nadal, who has struggled to remain competitive since 2022. The Australian is acutely aware of the expectations that will be placed on him upon his return and is determined to come back on his own terms, not just to "participate" but to give his fans "a better version" of himself.

Confronting Racism and Conspiracy Theories

Kyrgios has also been outspoken about the racism he has faced in Australia, recounting an incident where one of the country's "greatest sporting ambassadors," Olympic swimming legend Dawn Fraser, told him and his family to "go back to where we came from." Kyrgios labeled the comment as "the most racist thing I've ever heard in my life" and questioned how he could represent a country with such deeply rooted issues. Additionally, Kyrgios entertained conspiracy theories, arguing that the construction of the pyramids was "insanity" and expressing doubts about the shape of the Earth.

A Determined Comeback

Despite the challenges he has faced, Kyrgios remains determined to make a comeback on his own terms. He believes he could "come back now and beat 50 per cent of players," but he is unwilling to do so, as he wants to give his fans the best version of himself. Kyrgios is targeting a return to the Australian Open, but he is under no illusions that the world will be "nice" on him, as the expectations and pressure will be immediately heaped back on him. However, Kyrgios is resolute in his desire to overcome his demons and prove his worth on the tennis court, seeking redemption and a chance to showcase his true potential.